empty but full

feeling of emptiness ....but full

the heart full to the brim
i cant even bare to swim
dont bare thinking of what ive lost
i loved and paid an awful cost

im full of lifes feelings
some good and some bad
now ive never felt so sad
realing from life and empty not full
my life seems its over its one massive pull

heartache and words and actions and more
make me want to head right out the door
not to return yet not run away
im sat here waiting for one more day

waiting for what my heart says to me
it was so full yet so empty
my cup runneth over and i pray and i pray
will i live to fight another day

my life has passed me far too fast
im looking ahead like a blast from the past
its done and its over im alive now im dead
so much mess going on in my head

i was full to bursting the seams are all frayed
i faced all my anguish and fears and i prayed
i got a few answers and some i dont like
why is life such one big hike

im empty and lost and no where to run
right at this moment life isnt fun
its the end of a day and another will start
but somehow i seem to have lost all my heart

im running on empty my heart has all gone
im sat here alone the only one
i know my pain and my heart and my head
its empty right now and im off to bed .