Inside Me

Inside Me

A Poem by Hetra

Inside voices haunting me

Like the blind, I cannot see

That there’s nothing left of me

Except this life of misery

 

Nothing left to keep me here

Loved ones gone, I shed no tears

I reach out but no ones there

I don’t even really care

 

Alone I’m standing in the street

Not the type you’d want to meet

Constant thoughts, they plague my head

Paranoia’s setting in

 

I pray to God every night

That he would take this life

Just another fucked up day

Blood runs thin, they take away

 

I'm imprisoned in my mind

The voices, they waste no time

Scared to death, I close my eyes

Hearing all their viscous lies

 

Reality begins to break

What is truth and what is fake

People, stop and stare

Shadows lurking everywhere

 

Demons chase me in the dark

In my dreams I fall apart

In the past I have learned

A losing battle with every turn

 

Cannot go, I cannot stay

Can’t keep living life this way

Wasted days until the end

But inside I’m already dead

© 2013 Hetra


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Added on November 2, 2012
Last Updated on July 12, 2013
Tags: Inside Me, Mental Illness, Mental Health

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Hetra
Hetra

NY



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I enjoy writing poetry, moslty about my mental illness. I play bass guitar and like to compose my own music. I like to drawing abstract line art and spend alot of time on the computer either creatin.. more..

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