23 days

Its hard collecting my thoughts with this piece. Sorry if its scattered. And by the way, this is more "spoken words" than poetry. Sort of poetry slam/prose.

"Hurt" is used in numerous ways

but the way I'm most familiar with

is when the person that I'm falling for

tells me that they never wanted to hurt me.

Where is he now?

There are so many girls in the world

that want the exact same thing as me

how do you learn to deal with something

that's beyond your insecurities

and passed what you can control?

Every person has a special person in their life

and sometimes you can come in at the wrong time

but then you realize there was always going to be

a wrong time.

When you aren't over someone

it shows in your actions

and the way you look at the girl that 

adores you.

There is always going to be someone

that is better than you

but in what ways? 

Missing someone is usually apart of letting go

but what happens when the pain of missing someone

turns into a obsession

where all you can think about is him?

"You could do so much better than him"

but who is good enough for me?

There will always be a flaw 

that others choose to bring forward.

How can you be alone without him

if you've been alone all your life?

I didn't have a chance even before it started

playing games always ends in a victory

but I'm not sure who won.

Who took who's heart?

I'm scared that this time

you won't come back

to give me back what you stole from me

when will you swallow your pride?

Or, better yet, when will my pride swallow you?

Author's Note

If you can highlight the key insecurities shown throughout this poem, you're my new favorite person. xD

Reviews

[Muse]

I love the flow of thoughts....an emotional wreck?? But that makes this a bit unique. The line breaks and pauses; you need a few more of these, this will keep some of your words from sounding like a run-on sentence. For example:
Missing someone is usually apart of letting go
but what happens when the pain of missing someone
turns into a obsession
where all you can think about is him?

You need to pause to catch breath! :)

[Kenneth The Poet]

Powerful piece. You have this angst thing down to an art.