You Know What Happens After This

I always tell myself "ok. After this song I will got to bed",

but I always find myself finishing the playlist and wondering what track i'd even said I was going to sleep too. 

I always say "this is the last episode I will allow myself to watch", 

before I end up binge watching my night away. 

I keep telling myself, "this is the last shot for tonight, I know I need to stop",

but I find myself finishing the bottle and playing a few more rounds with the boys. 

I am always repeating "it's over, this is it. There has to be an end to caring for something that does you no good",

but I keep reading our old texts and going through boxes of old stuff. 

I'm trying hard to tell myself that this is the end of us.. Although we all know how that works out for me. 

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[Iflybyyou]

Lol most people can totally relate to this. They wish they can wish away their feelings, when they can't. I just meditate, and that has helped me move on from a couple rejections from girls I kinda liked recently. Well written!