June 2, 5:56 am

Sometimes I feel like I am a character in the movie of my life, but i'm not even the main character.. and there is no plot, no meaning.

It's like my whole life is stuck inside one of those sad cancer movies. 

Everything is grey and plain, slowly dying and switching from scene to scene.

One minute i'll be at the school writing with a bunch of other kids around me doing the same, the next i'll be in the pool sliding smooth strokes through the water and then the next i'll be in your car sleeping. 

There is no happy moments, there are only moments that seem better than the worst. 

Throughout this whole sad cancer movie life, I will die; 

The movie will continue on without me and teach some kind  of life lesson to the people that stayed and watched till the end. 

Sometimes, I just feel like i'm stuck in a sad cancer movie and it's not even 5 star rated. 

Author's Note

any reviews would be nice