Voices

I sit alone in this room

 

I hear the radio but cant understand the words

 

I stare at the wall

 

Knowing that I will get yelled at

 

I have no hope

 

This thing called "life" is my hell

 

Everyone thinks I'm okay

 

But I know different

 

I hear the voices telling me to do it

 

They want me to get the knife

 

They tell me it will be quick

 

It will only hurt for a moment

 

Mom can have her happy family

 

With out me

 

The idea sounds so good

 

But I just cant

 

I cant leave my friends or family

 

Especially my dad

 

He wants to help

 

But im afraid it might be too late

 

I guess we will see soon

 

We will see if I have the courage

 

To resist the voices

 

They are just so convincing.......

Author's Note

my life

Reviews

[Wendy in Realityland]

i love you (i'm hitting on you, i swear..) heh no but yeah, it is really good man

[^_^KiTTeN^_^]

it's really good. very deep. it made me cry, in the middle of the library. please don't do anything like that. i don't want to lose you. just remember that i love you(like a sister, i swear i'm not hitting on you)

[Lind]

Very emotional expression of what the 'dark place' is all about.