Emptiness.......

This is about somebody that has lost his/her identify.

I fear the worse i have lost the battle

So empty so hollow

I feel no pain no joy

that which i once held dear to me, my most treasured possession now eludes me

"MYSELF"

How did i get to this point, how does one lose one's self

I have indulged every part of me and yet nothing has come of it

 

If i were a begging man i would beg for retribution

Is forgiveness within my reach, if it is am i worthy of it?

The road i have taken is a rather lonely road, funny that

The is so much around me but non of it makes sense anymore but maybe it never did

I have been violated by my thoughts, my dreams and the decisions that i have made

 

I yearn to feel the rain on my face and wind in my eyes

To feel my face burn with teardrops

To stop and glare at the sky with no plotting in my mind

This hole inside me is eating up at my soul, i have filled it one too many times but its still there

My soul's on fire and my spirit is wrestling with my will

 

"How then do i find MYSELF "

 

Reviews

[Tree Bark]

itsso deep and really good :)