The pain of loving you.....

Its about a woman who has loved without caution, even though she knows the pain of her mistakes she still believes in him. but she wont let this love ruin her anymore.

I am not at all moved by you disregarding me or your lack of love

I am use to it by now, i am told of how desperate i am for overlooking the truth

In truth its not desperation that has compelled me to stay with you, its beyond that when i have time i will explain it to you.....

 

How i wish you appreciated the woman i am not just the body that you so much love

I wish you understood that there is more to me than just the girl that warms u up or the girl that listens to you or the girl that keeps you company when you lonely, the girl that makes you laugh or the girl that never sees your short comings.......

 

I wish you knew that behind all that there is a woman with feelings, with a brain a woman that loves herself, a woman that has fallen inlove "hmmm"..... a woman that has the ability to forgive 7 by 77 times, a woman that has given to you more than she has

a woman that will take second best no more....

 

I want you to understand that i am not desperate for your love

I am about to walk away my love.....*tears*

maybe in another time and place we'll try again, i have been through dark times in my time. I refuse to let you take me there again........

This love will always be part of me..........

 

Author's Note

This is my first writting to be shared criticism is welcomed........ be kind though.