Everything's IlluminatedA Story by HenryMy interpretation of a teenager dealing with terminal illness."It's terminal." That. That's it. That's all it takes to shatter your soul, to make your entire world collapse into complete and utter chaos. Two words. Four syllables. Eleven letters. Twelve characters. I waited for the tears to arrive, but they did not come. I stood, frozen and cold-hearted. My parents grieved for me, as if I was already gone. I didn't know what to do for the first few weeks. Go to school? What would be the point? I won't be needing GCSEs where I'm heading. Talk to my friends? No. They treat me differently-as if the slightest wrong remark could kill me, as if terminal illness was infectious. With all this anger, confusion and denial building up inside of me, not being let out...I eventually exploded. I emptied my wardrobe. I tore down posters from the wall. I threw a chair at the wall. My parents waited, waited for me to get over it...or crack. I did neither. I collapsed on the floor, in my ransacked bedroom, and the tears finally came. They did not stop over the next few hours. It had suddenly hit me. I was going to die. I was never going to get married, never going to be kissed, really kissed. Never going to have sex. Never going to go to college, have children. Watch them grow up, until finally dying, in my own time. The days slipped away like seconds, and with each second I got weaker. I slipped one day, in the garden. When I was put in the ambulance, I silently said goodbye to my house. Life support. Beep. Beep. Beep. The nurses talking, patients coughing, noise, noise, noise...did I really want to die? Did I want to die in the midst of this? Snow. It snowed. My final days and it snowed. I slipped out of bed one morning, up the elevator to the roof-top garden. I lied on the ground as the snow buried me. It was quiet. I was at peace. Everything was illuminated. © 2009 HenryAuthor's Note
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Added on September 4, 2009AuthorHenrySomerset, United KingdomAboutI want to thank everyone who reviewed Everything's Illuminated! I made a writerscafé account when I was 15, uploaded a couple of stories and then forgot about the website for about three years... more..Writing
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