Crazy

 Sometimes I don’t understand you, sometimes I can’t seem to read you, you always seem distant and cold, you say things that pushes me off the wall. Sometimes I can’t feel you in my life, your anger passes right through my eyes.  Sometimes I can’t seem to make you happy or love you for who you are, your hatred possesses your mind. Sometimes I want to kiss you, hold on until the end, but most of time it’s you I can’t stand. I wish to rescue you, give you my whole but at times I’m scared of your world. I wish to bring you back into our lives but it’s you who struggles to stay into this path. This new person isn’t you; you’re not the same boy I once knew. Your sweet smile, your wonderful laugh, your love is what keeps me holding on for life. You say you love me, I tell you you’re my everything and more, you say you need me forever and I tell you, I can’t dare to live without you at all. We fight, we argue, but our love keeps getting stronger or am I wrong, you got me all confused and hurt, my heart keeps giving me hope but I want to let go. I don’t understand this love or even myself, am I the one crazy for you. I can’t seem to understand if maybe this is all I game for you or maybe its me, who lives in this unreal world of forever you and me, I guess, we are meant to be just like this.