While you were not sleeping

You thought I was foolish

and that I had no clue.

I have been through this before

I never thought it would be with you.

I am never satisfying enough

or never the best.

I am probably not prettier

than all the rest.

Why cannot you be faithful? 

Why do you break my fragile heart? 

Just the same as everyone else, 

always looking for something to start.

You kissed her lips

as you touched her face.

Left me all alone.

Do you feel any disgrace? 

You thought I was foolish

like I did not have a clue.

But when you were not sleeping, 

I was always watching you.