Heart beat

I'm tired
Lead in my veins
It's whimsical
Matters of the heart
Subtle yet true
Adamant and screaming
Sonnets based on a bygone era
Longing feelings
A bitter taste
Yet I push on
Amidst all I've presented
All that I've ever wanted
Light an sanguine
A heart heavy
Wanting inspiration
To be held
A future still unfolding
A fate....
Still unknown