Touched

Feelings I want and despise

Warmth, something that avoids me

Coldness, something that creeps  me

Anger, something that stops me

Sorrow, something that follows me

Love, something that kills me

Warmth, the touch placed on my lips

Coldness, the touch of things after you leave me

Anger, the touch of jealousy and spite 

Sorrow, the touch of tears on my red eyes

Love, the touch of us together

The touch of something that saved me

I am a empty doll

a carcass left touched

my damaged body

soul broken and fragmented

missing pieces never found

accompanied my parents, bitterness and disgust

I am damaged goods

 

Author's Note

i merged two poems together... i didn't really put much thought