plant the seed

i hated it when you said i don't know
because yes you do
i didnt do it to put on a show
now i feel like a pro

i wish you'd understand
i regret what i did
i feel like i'm wearing the guilt like a wrist band
so i gotta keep my lid

because if it gets out
it'll ruin my rep
i wanna scream and shout!
but my silence must be kept

just try to listen
this isn't who i am
now now, not then
i was just as vulnerable as a lamb

i needed the comfort that he brought
now i'm in pain
he was giving what i sought
but i got no gain

but hey,
i don't see what the problem is
it was all talk and no play
so i don't know, what is this?

calm down and coe here
i know you are worried
i need help to conquer fear
please plant that seed