confused.

fml.

i'm not allowed to talk to him.
yet i do.

i promise not to tell his secrets.
yet i do.

i don't want to be his friend.
yet i do.

i don't tell him the truth.
yet i do.

i don't want to talk to him.
yet i do.

i don't like dancing with him.
yet i do.

i'm his ex and therefore shouldn't comfort him.
yet i do.

i was abused by him and shouldn't listen.
yet i do.

i hate being confused.
yet i am.