somedays

Somedays I wonder what I am doing here
Somedays I wonder if I can get away from this overcoming fear
I wish I knew where life was going
I wish these feelings were faiding instead of growing
Sometimes I fall and can't get up on my own
I know right now I'm better off alone
I want to hold onto everything so I know that is safe
I want to go to bed and feel happy when awake
I want to turn the hands of time to see where I went wrong
I want to look again at the loved ones that are gone
Nothing in this crazy world seems to make much sense
And when the day is over, I reflect on what it meant
There is no way to have the answers to the questions that we ask
The only thing we can do is move forward, and let go of what has past