Journal Confesstion

Heather-Ann Marie Trump

I hate school. All everyone does is make fun of me. I think that people are starting to learn the truth. I don't know whats going to happen when people find out. I guess it is about time it came out. I mean I have moved a lot and I mean I can't keep lying to everyone. Well I have no friends really so it's not like I am going to lose friends over it or not. I want someone to be my friend. I want someone to tell but who would want to hear my sob story. I have kept this to myself my whole life. I just don't want to be even more of a reject than what I already am.
Dear Journal,
I am in foster care! I just need to get this out. I just hope no one finds this because I would be in deep s**t because people at school don't know and I would like to keep it that way. I can't put in here yet how or why I came to be in foster care but it's been almost four years. I hate this kind of life. I want to be normal but you know that will never happen. I am so messed up and there is no going back. I wish I could have been born into a normal family. I have to go do homework. I hate this place! That's it for now. I want you to know before I go I just want to die and have for a long time but you will hear from me tomorrow.

Author's Note

I just wrote this trying to remember what I felt when I was in foster care. I am looking for my journal from back then to have it more of how I felt an don't just of the top of my head. Please tell me what you think. Keep in mind that this is true. I want to know what I can do to make it feel more real to you the reader.

Reviews

[Diana]

that's something... wow I have no words, you have a gift. keep writing !