Kill Me

Water droplets on a stranger’s floor--
They mark the immeasurable darkness I feel down the core.
Countless thoughts rush through my head all at once,
Thus, thinking of not giving the new morning one last glance.

The roof looks rather sturdy.
The beams might hold my breath steady.
Wondering how I could tie this rope
Hang tight in there, you’re my only hope.

I’ve sent warnings and signs
That my friends and family declined.
I’m trying to collect my pieces together,
But no one seems to recognize the stress I’m under.

Don’t push me to do things you think are good.
I take them all in my head and think you’re rude.
How could you give me an advice,
When you  haven’t even survived a tiny slice?

Depression has overtaken all of me.
Help is what I want to seek
But no one truly cares,
Because, from me,  they have all taken their shares.