Hatred

found out that my suspisions about Matt were right. He was sleeping with his ex Emily for I dont know how long throughout our relationship. and I'm pissed.

When I was 16, you won over my heart.

6 months later, you tore everything I knew apart.

Sleep wasn't an option, two weeks, I didn't eat.

I was so very alone, I admitted my defeat.

Slowly I got better, and lived in the present day.

I never fully healed, for I gave my heart away.

Seeing you was my nightmare, I longed to reach for you.

Barely were my thoughts distracted by someone new.

Two years down the road, you came back to me.

Apologized for your mistakes, begged for my mercy.

At first I said no, my fear of pain was too great,

But eventually I gave in, and we started a new phase.

I quickly fell again, my love for you ran so deep.

I was always on guard with the fear that you would leave.

I had my suspicions that you had somebody else,

But I thought I was being paranoid, you'd put me through hell.

So I pushed on and we were so happy once more.

Love can't be faked, it was real like before.

Six months went by that I was in your arms.

I ignored my own warnings, fell for your charms.

Then one day, a text message, out of the blue,

You said goodbye, said you were through.

I felt my heart fall, every breath was agony.

I just shut down, how could you leave?

I'd been waiting for it but still couldn't make sense.

How could I be so foolish, so damn dense?

I must have been right, you were cheating with her,

But I had no real proof, I couldn't confirm.

But we live in a small town, word travels fast.

Her mom sold you out, you'd been seeing Emily in months passed.

You saw her when we were together, you lied to my face.

Now this hole in my chest takes my heart's place.

I never thought I could hate you when I once loved you so,

But hate's what I feel, it's a hatred I've never known.

You're the only person I've ever loved, I gave you my trust.

But you couldn't just be faithful, you gave in to to lust.

She's your ex, for Christ's sake, no prettier than me,

She stuck up, high maintenence, what is it you see?

I see a b***h, a homewrecker, a w***e,

You said you hated her, you promised, you swore!

Go to hell, Matt Tucker, you're a liar and a fake.

I hope she dumps you again, and you're in my place.

I hope you feel like I do, like you've been played for a fool.

She'll leave you again, just wait, and I'll be laughing at you.

Reviews

[littlelilypurplebride]

P.S. even though so sad this was a great write keep your chin up honey. god bless lily

[littlelilypurplebride]

Lota anger and disappointment in this write know how it feels to have a broken heart it isn't any fun he didn't know that he had something special beautiful in his hands he's blind forget him it's his loose not yours don't let him take away your joy he isn't worth the time to cry over if he treated you like that you deserve better go out in pamper yourself honey have a girls night out erase him from your memory he can't see how lovely and special he doesn't deserve you at all what a prick i will keep you in my thoughts and prayers hugs. god bless lily hope you're doing well

[Steph's_romantic_myster..]

Wow, this is powerful, and my heart broke with you. I am even crying...........

[Celeste21]

:( I know this story very well.

[Ashley Myers]

wow. i felt all the anger and hurt you did just by reading him. youre so talented and beautiful! Mr Matt Tucker was a fool to break your heart! You deserve better!

[Shardbearer99]

Starting off reading this poem you already take an immediate acknowledgement of the pain, anger and betrayal that the main antagonist is portraying. But as you continue, you discover why in full well-worded detail. I know what it's like to be dumped - it sucks; it hurts, you feel broken inside. You're a wonderful writer. Thanks for sharing

[Coyote Poetry]

Yes a lot of anger and disappointment in this poem. I don't blame you. Remember take two to tangle. A strong poem with a unhappy writer. A very good poem. Anger mean you still have some emotion left.
Coyote

[Dilan Gray]

I love this poem! It is beautiful, sad, and intense! I immediately felt connected to the poem and could relate to it! Fabulous work!!!

[Adelia Alighieri]

This is really strong and fierce. The true feeling of a heart your age. Well done!

[Twilight]

Quite motive and powerful in places, with some great lines and even a touch of humour! This reads like a story (presumably as the writer intended), and seems to reflect the animosity and vindictive behaviour - which can accompany failing relationships. Also, issues such as jealousy and rivalry, which sometimes spoil a relationship between lovers. The rhyme scheme is good thoughout, and I quite enjoyed reading this! Thankyou, Heather!