Trapped in Her Past

It seems like I'm just trapped in my past and nothing ever gets better.

She's stuck between who she was

And who she wants to be

But nobody sees her pain

Her past always catches up with her

She doesn't know what to do

All she wants to do is escape 

And it just follows her

She's lost so many people already

She's scared

She screams aloud

"Please go away"

"I'm tired of everything"

"I just wish it didn't feel so real"

"Everyone disappears on me"

"Everyone gives up on me"

"He gave up on me"

"He hates me"

She cries and cries 

Until she falls fast asleep

It's almost as if she has nobody there for her

She cries more

"Please come back"

"Where is my family"

"Where is he at"

"Where am I"

"Who am I"

"I'm worthless"

"I'm not good enough"

She feels as if her world is broken forever!!!