What My Life was like

I actually don't really know what it means to be a mother because unfortunately, I grew up without a mother and she decides to go in and out of my life whenever she wants.

My name is Lacey and I'm only 16 years old I just turned 16 September 24th. My story is messed up I mean my dad was in the Marines and he was stationed in Afghanistan.My mom was in the hospital giving birth to me and when I got to go home she left my sisters and I with my grandma and grandpa because she left the state and went to Virginia and Georgia and was messing with married men. She stole money out of my dad's bank and I'm not talking a little I talking a lot. My pap and grandma raised me my gram raised me til I was three and my pap raised me til I was eight and my dad was a single dad he helped raise me since 2005.

My mom and my dad got into an argument and my mom told my dad she wished my sisters and I were never born. We used to visit her, but every time we went to stay with her she always kicked us out of the house and said it was adult time. Our heads are kinda messed up because she came around and ran away also we grew up watching her get abused by her boyfriends and one guy chased her with an ax. Last time I saw her was a few months ago she saw all my sisters and didn't bother seeing me she made an effort to see my sisters. I always ask myself why did she leave and what did I do wrong. I say to myself was it my fault she left or did she literally not want me anymore. My dad is my hero my mom is my enemy and just because she birthed me it doesn't mean she's an actual mother she wasn't ready to get out of the party life she wanted to and she forced me to smoke marijuana and she said if I didn't then I wasn't allowed to have friends or boyfriends and I was only 8 or 9.