poem: Little Big ManA Chapter by Marie AnzaloneChristmas poem for my aunt, on the loss of her son earlier this fallBut don't you see, he is always here, with us? He lives in everyone who loved him, all their interactions with him that shaped the depth of their own lives, including yours. For a mother passes not through the world unaffected by her children regardless of how long she has with them. Love is a two-way street and memories immortalize the recipient and giver both in crystal drops that I imagine fall as snowflakes in Heaven. For what is Heaven without a perfect place to play in the snow without ever getting your feet cold?
Fetus, son, brother, cousin, friend, protector- lover, fighter, prankster, fiancee, dad: Not defined by worldly roles, but perhaps understood all the more in context of them. Even as the essence lives on in each little reminder that brings you joy and sorrow as you recall your little big man in moments small and great- ball games, Hendrix and Floyd; living forever each time someone successfully plays a practical joke or hugs like there is no tomorrow. Because sometimes, there is not.
I think he knew that- this summer, the last time we spoke, he mentioned being ready for a journey. Perhaps in a dream he received an invitation to share the stage with some heroes or maybe someone somewhere else needed his smile more than we did. Even so I believe he is here, with you, in the hearts of all of us who he loved and who were honored by the precious gift of his short life. He will always be.
© 2012 Marie AnzaloneAuthor's Note
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3 Reviews Added on December 24, 2011 Last Updated on August 23, 2012 AuthorMarie AnzaloneXecaracoj, Quetzaltenango, GuatemalaAboutBilingual (English and Spanish) poet, essayist, novelist, grant writer, editor, and technical writer working in Central America. "A poet's work is to name the unnameable, to point at frauds, to ta.. more..Writing
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