Mystery Sounds in an Old New England Boarding School
This past week, well past midnight hour, I have awakened from a fog
to the sound of
fingers
insistently tapping against the centurian panes of
my second story window.
Inspection by day proves- there is no tree
nor are there loose wires
or other things
that could be hitting it
like that. The roof slopes ununcumbered to the ground.
I cannot help but wonder who or what it could possibly be.
Your mind can play tricks at
3:00 AM.
I imagine it is
something alive perhaps an errant coon, an insomniac woodpecker.
Or some lost spirit, maybe a former resident, even, taking a look at what
this latest tenant has
done with the place.
Not much really so sorry to
disappoint you, Headmaster. No offense intended. Money’s tight.
Then I think… could it be someone, attempting to reach me?
Is it a higher power, trying to
get my attention about the latest stupid
thing I may be about
to do?
Does somebody out there have an urgent message to be related
that I might only believe
at this hour?
Or is it actually someone…
someone asking… to be let in?
I have my suspicions and maybe even at this lonely hour
I afford myself the luxury of
a small wistful dream. What if…?
but time will not be right for any real admissions
of this nature for a while.
I have not gotten up to look, afraid of what I may or may not see
reflected in those moonlit panes outside.
I will hold my inquiry
for now solely in my mind I think.
and for once... just enjoy this mystery.
All possibilities seem equally real in this suspended world 'tween wake and sleep
If it continues next week, I might just
light a candle and see what happens then,
but- the mind can play tricks at 3:00 AM
There may not be any tapping at all.