not good enough

you laugh samle and play

i join in

i laugh at your jokes

i return your smiles

i play your game by your rules

though i hate every second of it 

your jokes aren't funny

your smiles fake 

your games is unfair and i always lose

i know i'm not good enough

i'm to stupid 

i'm to ugly 

i'm to weird

and you know it to

i hear what you say 

when you think i cant hear

you say

that i'm to stupid, to pass class

that i'm to ugly, to find someone

that i'm to weird, to ever fit it

well i'm done 

done laughing at your jokes

done returning your smiles

done playing your game

i'm not good enough

for you 

or your friends

but i'm good enough 

for them 

my friends

i'm smart enough

i'm attractive

i'm just weird enough

they expect me for who i am 

i wish you did 

but its to late

I've moved on 

and i'm not looking back

Reviews

[Patricia B. Hepler]

Self confidence achieved.. Very good read. Thanks for sharing. pat