The Dreamer in the Den of SinA Chapter by Hasventhran BaskaranIn a shadowy alley 50 kilometers from the embattled Parliament, the air in a dilapidated brothel was saturated with a vile blend of sweat, booze, and unspoken regrets. Far from the grand political stage, men with blurred ethics and blurry vision huddled around a bar, their laughter boisterous yet empty. Women, seemingly draped in little more than vulnerability, prowled the room, acting as siren calls for the men's wallets. Among them was Isadora, whose every step in her stilettos was a dagger into her own dignity. Her eyes, once alive with aspirations, were now dulled by years of exploitation. She had come to the city to escape poverty, lured by the illusion of opportunity. What she found instead was a dead-end alley of degradation, where her dreams had become as tattered as the lingerie she wore. Trapped in this sordid theater of despair, Isadora's once vivid dreams of opening a charitable restaurant in her hometown had wilted like neglected flowers. As she moved from one grotesque stranger to another, the dream flickered in the back of her mind like a dying candle in a storm. A commotion outside interrupted her reverie. Rioters, perhaps the same ones agitating near Parliament, had reached even this forsaken corner of the city. The disturbance injected a new level of menace into the already grim brothel. Clients, perhaps feeling the encroaching chaos, grew increasingly sadistic. Isadora, caught in their maelstrom, was treated with soul-crushing brutality. Between moments of unbearable agony, her thoughts veered toward the restaurant she had envisioned - a place filled with hearty laughter, warm lights, and sumptuous aromas - a stark contrast to her current reality of contempt and stale air. But each time her mind crafted this sanctuary, reality reasserted itself with a slap, a snarl, or worse. Later, crumpled on a grimy floor after an especially horrendous encounter, she clenched her stomach as the shards of her broken dreams lacerated her from the inside. It would have been so easy to dissolve into an abyss of despair right there. Yet, the embers of her aspiration refused to go dark, casting a fragile light on her shadowed existence. With a physical and emotional limp, she rose. Another faceless man was waiting, his intent as lecherous as the room was repulsive. She tightened the strings of her tarnished corset, her hands trembling not in anticipation but dread. Steeling herself for the ordeal ahead, she feigned a smile that was more a wince and entered the room. Inside, the room was no different from a prison cell: a wretched bed, a chair on the verge of collapse, and walls that could almost absorb her screams. As the man began to touch her, she retreated into her mind, where her untouched dream resided. She imagined her dream restaurant, the sizzle of pans, the gratitude in the eyes of those she would feed, especially the innocent children who knew hunger all too well. These visions were her sanctuary, her minute sliver of solace in an ocean of misery. Once the ordeal was over, she lay there, a human shell on rumpled sheets, wondering how many more nights she'd have to auction her soul just to keep her dreams on life support. But even as her reality continued to decay around her, that fragile dream still breathed, dim but determined. Rising once again, adjusting the ragged threads that barely clung to her, she swallowed her tears. There was no luxury for sorrow here; only an almost fantastical hope that carried her to the next customer, and the next, each step a painful compromise between her present hell and an elusive heaven. As the nation’s capital convulsed in riotous flames, the embers of Isadora's dream, though smothered by her life's harsh circumstances, refused to be extinguished. Her soul, entangled in sin and sorrow, still clung desperately to that nearly unreachable sliver of hope. And in that pitiful dichotomy, Isadora persevered, a tragic testament to the resilience of dreams amidst dehumanizing realities. © 2023 Hasventhran Baskaran |
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Added on April 17, 2023 Last Updated on November 17, 2023 AuthorHasventhran BaskaranRawang, Selangor, MalaysiaAboutWriting stories for fun Do read to encourage me to write even better more..Writing
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