lonely

                    Lonely

 A story of a incomplete love

I am living in the slum area of punjab but I want to go america to fullfill  my  dream to became a succesfull  buisness man . but few things we unable to forget in our life . I also have one story  upon  my  accidental love . I am author here and I tell you the most important story of my whole on which my all life is depend …….

In punjab 2014

I am complete my  +2 and also compelet my ielts  classes  from my nearby town . after this I wish if I got passed with good marks I go to nandeed saheeb in the  maharastra (holly place of sikhism) . then I got good marks and I plain to go nandeed saheeb for complete my wish . I got ticket  of train and packed . I feel like something is waiting  for me on this journey  . I convence my one friend to came with me . everywhere the love is became a game whoze youngsters play only for physical relation . but I want the love , I want to feel the passion ,attracttion and want  to feel the feeling to be in the love . but I never find any one whoze believes in the true love . so for few time I also enjoy this game of love but I always waiting for those who want to know about feeling . but till know many girls are came and many are . we learns from our mistakes . I learn how to handle a girl . so lets go again on our story . throught train from my city to nanded saheeb journey is about 2 days . I love to travelling . I love to meet strangers but mostly girls . on the 2^nd of june I start my journey . first day  of our journey we enjoy a lot . I sleep late in night because I write stories in night . so in the mid of the night I feel someone is sitting near my foot . I put my eyes little open and see she is a girl wearing beautifull punjabi salwar suit with smilling  face. fully  killer combination . I contiously  looking on her face .

“Hey  sorry  if I disturb u “ she asked me in polite voice

Her voice is very sweat I got up and give her proper seat for sit .

“Its ok” I asked

“My seat is in waiting so I only want seat for sit . can I sit here for a night?” She asked me in sweat voice

I just want to inpress her . I gave her my seat and ask to sleep and I sit my friend who is at front of mine seat . i am looking her whole night . in morning train arrive on station I go outside for water and find something for eat . I was feeling lucky and happy . when I again came back to my I look she is not on mine seat . I shocked and ask my friend

“hey where she go . Is she leave the train “ I asked

“I don’t  know ” my friend replies

I feel very sad because I not ask her about my feeling for her. Sudenly  she came from a side . she go for a brush . I smile and again became happy to see her .

“where are u going” I asked

“nandeed saheeb ” she replied

I again got a opportunity to ask her about my feeling . next we are sit whole day on same seat . we talk about our backgrounds , on our religions , on our corrupt politicians . but atlast we are near the station of nandeed saheeb . I ask her to came with me . I go on the end of the compartment of the train and hold her hand . I look straight in her eyes and ask her “I love you ” . her exprecience were changed she ask me “I like u but I don’t love you . because we don’t know each other  ”

I asked her “In love we don’t need to know about eachother love is the bonding which creates on present and  depends  on future . past is waste in love . ”

She again asked me “but didn’t feel anything about you ”

I surprised and asked her “love is when your soul like anything of another soul ”

But she asked me she is interested to love me . my heart is totally broken . I kiss on his forehead and walk back to my seat she came pick her bags and leave my seat and life with bag and baggage . I feel something is present between us . some type of bonding . but I if something really  present between us then our destiney again give me a chance to meet her . I arrive on those holly place and workship. After a weak I want to go back . I feeling like she never came again in my life . I got ticket but ticket is in waiting so we need to go with adjusting another strangers . we got the train on 14^th june . train start we start finding seat sudenly .I see she is sitting there in those I laugh and think destiney  is great . I ask her “can I sit here?”  she stand and ask”why not ” with smilling face . smilling and again salwar suit deadly combination. I love her smile . my feeling again woke up about her . first day is left . at the night when all are sleept . she ask me “I want to ask you somethinhg”

I replied her “yah tell me ”

She sudenly came near and kiss me . I shocked one weak ago she never want to love me today she is kissing me .

She asked me in little cryying voice “I love you , I miss a weak . I find you everywherer . you never leave me again ”

I feel like I am in the heaven . I am very happy to got her firstly I got my true love and I was fully satisfied . if she is with me I didn’t need anything in my life . I want to marry with her . I ask her when we arrive home . then we convience our parents for marriage . in morning I ask my friend about my love . we all are back came happily . but god never see anyone happy . suddenly  cause of bridge breakage our train is fall from the bridge into the river . i saw the death of my love with my eyes . in the world I wish no one can face this time I want to dies her body is in two pieces floating in the water . my friend is also died . sudenly  someone is hold my hand . when I am wake up I was at the hospital of delhi . docter asked me they find me on the bank of the river . I don’t know how I came out of the water who hold my hand in the water . my life is totally finished . I didn’t have any reason for live but I live only for my parents and for my dream . those situation which I face on those day when I see her dead I never forget . I always hate god and if he save me for any purpose then I am standing against him. I standing against his missing for wich he save me . I stand against corruption which cause bridge fall and I lost my love and my friend  . oe day I came back and take revenge of death of my beloves……..

Today  I am in the america and start my own buisness but I never take help from god . but I always remmember the face of those smilling girl who die in front of me . if she is not die on those then today she stands with me as my wife but know no one can replace  the place of those girls . I never marry with anyone. Know I only live for one reason revenge …….

                   By :- harry singh  

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