nightmare.

this is a poem about my reaccuring nightterror.

every night when i fall asleep,

slowly drifting into that crazy dreamworld,

relaxing my body,

asleep.

 

for a while it seems to go good,

but then things turn for the worst.

instead of having a happy dream about the boy i love,

im stuck in the middle of hell in dreamland.

 

spirling out of control,

falling into your arms and having you let me fall.

it seems so real,

this crazy dream im in.

 

crying and breaking down,

thats all i see.

me crying after you

abandoned me.

 

you left me there to die.

i trusted you with my life,

and now your killing me.

now i'm having trouble breathing.

 

gasping for air.

hopeing to escape from this nightmare.

scratching the surface of reality.

i finally reach it.

 

awake.

tears running down my face,

blood dripping down my arm.

my body shaking in fear.

 

i look around hopeing to find an answer.

i see my wall which has a dent and blood covering it.

i continue to catch my breath.

trying to make sense of all of this.

 

the nightmare seemd so real.

i tried to remember what happened.

but now its foggy.

pain shooting through my body as i realize my damage.

 

my body still shaking uncontrolably.

tears streaming faster.

blood staining anything it touches.

but it was all just a nightmare that crept into my reality.