the end...

& even though i gave you my all,

i recieved nothing in return,

looks like you used me,

again,

i thought i would be able to see through,

your lies,

and your games,

but you've become so good at hiding,

all of your tricks,

you really had me going,

i really thought,

he has changed,

but i was very very wrong,

you are exactly the same,

if not better at your game,

the game of,

playing me,

and using me for your pleasure,

i have never felt so down in my life,

than the way you make me feel now,

you make me feel like you cared,

but it seems i was just a toy,

and now that your bored with me,

you just throw me out,

and move on to the next big thing,

you taught me a lesson,

never care too much,

because when it lets you down,

and it will,

you will be shattered into a million,

little,

shards,

never to be put back together,

again,

thanks,

for wasting my time,

and getting my hopes up,

and now im too broken,

to be myself,

you took that away from me,

and after i gave you so much,

all i get is a shattered heart,

broken dreams,

a bad reputation,

no hope,

and a nice little,

f**k you attitude,

so yeah,

thanks for ruining my life,

and i sure hope one day soon,

you feel exactly the way i do,

then who will be laughing...