Sounds of a Breakdown

My thoughts run rampant-

What have I done wrong?
I try so hard to please you,

But I always end up alone...

 

I walk among demons-

Who attack and try to tear me down.

They say things I don't want to hear,

Though they never make a sound.

 

I have nowhere to turn-

Every angle blocked by my own making,

So I sit here with no means of escape,

Trying to stop my heart from breaking.

 

My mind hurts-

Desperately trying to bend, so I don't have to

Trying to block these horrible things,

Because what do I have if I don't have you?