If I Could Find the Words...

This hurts too much...

If I could find the words

To make this go away

I would speak them in a heart-beat

But there is nothing I can say

My tears hit the ground in silence

As you walk closer to the edge of my life

Slowly drifting farther away

Waving a solemn good-bye

 

If I could find the words

To make this all work out

I would scream them in a second

Oh, the words I would shout!

 

My soul clenches in agony

As you rip my out my beating heart

And as I try to fight you off

You casually tear it apart

 

If I could find the words

To mend this all anew

I scream at the top of my lungs

Until my body was black and blue

 

My mind screams for closure

And answers to this pain

Reasons for why the world fell apart

And why things aren't the same

 

If I could find the words

To make this blow not sting

I would take all this back

And never say these things

 

 

 

Reviews

[Jazmyne]

i would have to agree with the other review about being entrapped within yourself. but then again you can feel that you been through some rough times. wanting to get away from what is entrapping you but you want him to stay so you can try to make it right. sometimes letting the past go and moving on is better. but its the past that makes some pple write great writtings like this one! very nice write cant wait to read more of your writtings!

[forfila]

I don't know, it sounds like you are entrapped within yourself. I mean the past is the past, moving forward needs to be embraced not shunned. The less you can forgive and or move forward the more you will find yourself inside a personal hell. However if this person you speak of will not change from thier "obviously" bad ways, then you need to move forward on your own.

Nice write though.
Nice vent.