Asylum Of One’s Brain

My mind frame is warped, as it tries to clinch itself to reality its twisted.
While the scars put on my heart by wicked intuitions of past and present
times with death I’ve kissed it.

Death I’ve kissed, which guides me to make cuts and bruises by the hand
or metal blades, while constantly hearing voices in my head laughing and mischievously
saying I deserve what I made.

So do I deserve what I made?
Or is it the voices stirring waves creating the perfect storm within my head.

I really need a bite of reality to come through and set tranquility to this storm.
Stopping the voices, rushing through my head, crashing things like waves of the
ocean against shores.

So where’s the key?
The key taken from the keyhole in my head to release me from the dimensional realms
of being trapped in this asylum of my brain.

Or does a key such as this even exist?
Or am I just standing on a wall,  boarder line, scared of loosing my balance and not falling into the world of the sane, but falling into the world of the insane.

Author's Note

Tell me what you think just some thoughts that could or could not occur in someone's head

Reviews

[Sami Khalil]

I feel a lot of thoughts swirling in your head lately due to many reasons in your life and by the way we all go through them too for life can be harsh and unfair to us and our mental health. The mind needs tranquility and good rest but if it is burdened with so many unsolvable problems , we feel it will explode for it seeks answers about reality like the reality of pain and heartaches...Like you said we need an asylum to run to before we go insane. I hope all is well or will be ok in your life and sometimes dwelling on issues too long is not healthy for we need quick solutions or just move on and leave it behind...

[kelvin]

hahaha Yes things my way are very good thanks for your concern for i put myself here in someone else shoes and I wrote away for I would never hurt myself or others near me I would most def seek help before I allow that to happen haha, but what you say here I agree for people tend to dwell on the past and can't let go of things this is not healthy. but I guess we all have had the feeling of being overwhelmed with things that has gone on in our lives pain, heartache, sorrow amongst other things can effect us physical and mentally. I wish I had a way of fixing the burdens everyone has mentally and physically but is only wishful thinking. thank you very much for your thoughts

[Sami Khalil]

Good . It was a little concern . I get your point now. And you are most welcome...:)

[kelvin]

yes I'm glad you get it for in most certainly in good spirits and state of mind my and musty get that diamond for her haha i know you have a huge rock waiting haha

[kelvin]

haha i meant must get that diamond

[Sami Khalil]

^^~^^ :)

[AYVID N]

There's a very thin line between sane and insane and it's very confusing what's right and what's not. Those voices can be very deceptive and that's where lies the problem.

I relate to this very well. You penned your thoughts very well Kelvin!

[kelvin]

Well thank you very much I tried to capture the thoughts of one who has so much going and rushing through their head and other issues as you read in it thank you again.

[AYVID N]

welcome! :)

[Marie]

I meant "losing"...sorry...

[Frieda P]

It's like a stream of consciousness...teetering on reality. Kisses of death and metal blades is insanity, and finding the key, your sanity. It's a convoluted read, a lot to digest, and much food for thought. Intriguing piece...like it.

[kelvin]

thank you very much and i agree with you.

[Frieda P]

my pleasure always