lonley home

Here I am in the house of two,
sitting as one thinking of you.
I miss you dad and always will,
realizing that's what makes it harder still.
It kills me inside to know i wasn't there,
I pray you never thought I didn't care.

All i wanted to do was see you that day,
but other people's plans got in my f*****g way.
please, someone tell me he didn't die of sadness,
tell me he didn't think i forgot about him amongst all the madness.
all of this will stay with me until my time,
PLEASE! give me peace of mind.