A mile means nothing

The feelings never go away
All the suffering and all the pain
But again and again they try to understand
Question after question
Everything feeling like a mistake
How much more of this can I take
On the daily always on repeat
I tell everyone every day
Lie after lie, everything is okay
More like fine
These feelings hard to define
Fine
Fucked up, insecure, neurotic, emotional.
But no one can know
Every day on repeat I smile and put on a show
The anxiety and depression hit harder every day
Looking for something to ease the pain
Thoughts racing through my mind
Stuck on rewind
Win or lose
An ongoing battle
In the end I'll have to choose
What would you do
You can't answer that
you don't know what I've been through
You might last a mile in my shoes
Conquer more than I ever dreamed to
One things for sure
I can promise you that
You couldn't last day in my head
You'd end up dead

Reviews

[Child of God]

very relatable, I've been there a few times myself and I always hated it when people would say I know how you feel because they really didn't. keep your head up hun. well done.