It's Not Okay

Many things have happened to me and the man I love is helping me realize that what some of these men did, it's not okay.

It's Not Okay

I sit here thinking

Trying to figure it out

Trying to grasp my mind around what happened

What did I do to deserve such misery

I ask the angel of death to take me

On my hands and knees

I cry and I plead

End this living hell

Before I happen to have an accident

It will be such a sad story to tell

I sit here and cry

Sad, angry, overwhelmed

How much more can I take

Telling myself this will all end

I’m too tired

I can no longer pretend

No more fake smiles

This is the end for me

Take me away from this misery

One more time I plead

One more night

I go to sleep and stay alive

Not taking my own life

After years and years

I cried and cried

Said this is the end of my life

Tonight

Many times I tried

Wanting to succeed

But still hoping someday we’d meet

 

I have some news

I know the truth behind all of you

What happened I’ve come to realize

IT'S NOT OKAY

You can’t violate me

Hurt me and succeed

Thinking I deserved this all will no longer haunt me

Because I’ve finally come to realize

What you did to me is not okay

My conscious is finally set free

Reviews

[A. Amos]

Deep, dark and haunting, your pain, depression is very visible in your poetry and one can see your a good poet. Give life a chance create something magical that your legends carry on. Respect

[annabellee]

Deep and emotional poem. Very well written :)

[Chris]

H'lo... nothing about life is fair, how we live the part we hold is up to us individually. And yeah, we really do get hurt and quite beat up, scared all to shyt, and sometimes it really fricking bites. And sometimes we get to share a step or ten with someone we can lean on and catch our breath with.

Hon, live as you can with heart and feeling. Details COUNT and the little things a person doesn't have to do but does cause they want to - makes a world.

[Coyote Poetry]

Hard to brake down walls and escape bad times and memories. You should never be violated and mistreated. I taught my daughter. Be careful and know the people you are with. There are bad people who use and abuse. We must be careful. I like the poem. Had the honest and direct feel to the words. Thank you for sharing the excellent poetry.
Coyote

[Child of God]

This is a very good and inspirational piece and I can feel the raw emotion behind it, well done kido