PrologueA Chapter by Hannah L. WilliamsIt was so dark outside, so incredibly dark.
My hand wasn’t visible to my face, yet, I felt as if I were glowing. Looking at
walls and windows as I passed, there was a ghastly blue light cast upon them as
if I actually were. Down Red Street and across the little quaint bridge that
led to the Loughley Neighborhood. It was as if I was sleep walking but I was
awake. Fully, wide awake. Aware of my surroundings. Loughley was on the other side of Furrow
Creek, a small little river that sometimes flooded and ran straight through
Tomlinburg. There were two sides to our small Minnesota town: the rich Loughley
and the poor Graysmoore. I had never been over to Loughley, having lived in the
‘Moore my whole life. People rarely moved over and even though it is the
twenty-first century, the Furrow still separates the rich and poor. My hair was long that night as I crossed the
Furrow into Loughley. Long and white and just as it always has been. But I felt
empowered by something, something otherworldly. I felt as if I could sing and
wail and be beautiful. I also felt incredibly sad. There was a heavy feeling on
my heart and my body as I walked, my mind sinking into a deep anguish. What was
I sad for? The fact that I could never live in Loughley and be someone in my
life? No. There was something else, something deep down, something I did not
know. The houses glowed against me, welcoming me
into a neighborhood where, during the daylight, I was anything but welcome. I
was still glowing. This must be a dream. People do not glow, no matter how rich
the neighborhood is and how elated they are to be strolling through it. The
stars were laughing at me, telling me that I was so new to this. But what was I new to? What was I doing? I felt
tired and asleep and sad and empowered but why was I walking in the first
place? What is my purpose? Fridays were party nights in Loughley for
those kids whose parents were on vacation in Hawaii. On this particular night,
I could hear the bass thumping from down the street and immediately saw the
Buicks and other nice cars. I felt hurt at first because I knew they were my
classmates. But I quickly got over it and realized what I was doing. What was I
doing? “Lacey! Lacey, wait, don’t get into that
car,” someone yelled. Lacey O’Hare, one of the richest people in
Tomlinburg, was heading towards a maroon Mercedes, stumbling and laughing with
another one of her friends. The person that yelled was her brother, Jack. I
found myself with a strange feeling towards him and his family all of a sudden.
Was it sadness? Remorse? Grief? Why did I feel that feel that way? An image flashed through my mind: wreckage,
twisted metal like petals of a flower, smoldering, smoking, crackling like a
bon fire. And instantly I was back on Red Street, watching Lacey get into the
driver’s side of the Mercedes. Was I still glowing? Surely someone had seen me
standing in the middle of the road, glowing like an iridescent opal. This was a
dream. I knew it was. It had to be. Lacey’s green eyes were bloodshot and I
could see it even from where I was standing. She started the car, laughing,
crying, being a teenager. It was clear that she was under some influence, of
what kind I couldn’t tell. Her red hair was straightened and looked beautiful,
even in her state. As pale as her face was, it was still lit up with incredible
carelessness and beauty. I stared as she started down the street. That was when I heard the wail. It was a piercing, haunting, yet beautiful
cry that was almost anguished. Immediately I felt the pang of hurt and sadness
course through my veins and body. I knew at that instant that Lacey O’Hare was
going to die that night. As soon as I saw the Mercedes leave the neighborhood,
I felt her death in my body. More cries sounded and it was almost like an eerie
refrain. The singing was coming from my mouth. I felt my hair fly around my face, though
there was no wind. I seemed to glide along the street towards the path that
Lacey took only a few minutes before. I was swifting through the street like a
ghost, singing, crying, feeling terrible about her death impending. There was a loud crash, followed by an
explosion. Lacey had driven her car into a transformer
on the other side of Furrow Creek, next to my apartment complex. I physically felt her pain and I cried out
even more so that everyone could hear my sorrowful singing. I felt her drift
off and off and off into the blackness, the darkness, the inky, permanent death
that awaited her. I know why I was there. And suddenly I was back at the O’Hare house,
the music thumping loudly and permeating the silence that no one even knew
about. Jack was sitting on the porch steps, head in hands on his knees. I
started to sing to him. Lacey was dead and he would soon know. I was warning
him. I tried to do it before, before she drove off down the street. Maybe he
knew. Is that why he looked forlorn? I sang to him, even after the party was over
and everyone had gone home. No one knew that just across the creek, there were
ambulances, firefighters, and policemen who were struggling to put the fire out
and retrieve Lacey, who was too far gone to save. Jack didn’t know. But I knew
he soon would. And so I sang to him, a sad song of death
and remorse and grief. His heart would soon be heavy and he would feel the
sorrow I had experienced all night. He would soon be somber and even more
regretful. It was my job to him to try and take it away, if only for one night. © 2012 Hannah L. WilliamsAuthor's Note
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StatsAuthorHannah L. WilliamsKansas City, MOAboutWell, I'm Hannah and I do a lot of things. 90% of those things involve writing. more..Writing
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