Untitled #43A Poem by hannahjchin
You walk alone
arms outstretched reaching for that beam of light. The golden reams of silky light. You shrug off your clothes, enraptured by what you could have. Your feet glide, both propelled and drawn forward. Each step you take in this tunnel leads you away from the old. A few voices of worried friends call out but you've already forced yourself to forget name from face from voice. You allow more of yourself to slip away. Memories, addresses you try to make your mind a sieve but you cannot let go of the bad and the boring without letting the good and the beautiful go too. But for the gold silk you allow it to disperse. You. you are now there. You have reached the end more naked and empty than you've ever been. But for the warm gold. And now you've arrived you raise your eyes. The golden reams waver. You panic. Swallow. Panic. It is a reflection. You whip your head around to follow the source. You knew it. You find it was where you started. As you run to scoop up, swallow, inhale everything you so readily shed it all falls to the floor as sad, worn out ashes do. Your heart plunges. There's no way you can go back.
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