my life as is

The floor is crumbling beneath my feet

the ceiling is crashing down on me

where to go from here i do not know

i'am caught in the painful undertow

this life was not meant to be for me

all i have is misery

i think of you as i inflict my pain

as the rasior digs deeper into the vein

the blood flows out like the words from your mouth

like the dissing sound  of eminems tape from the underground

i dont know what i should do

let it bleed on

or bandage up the wounds

flowing like a river into my palm

letting the crimson stream to bleed all night long

take the knife and shove it into a burning flame

thats was my heart before you broke and put me to shame

now its a cold empty spot there standing lonely

but one more cut only this time across the throat

ill bleed out and ill leave a note:

i love you baby i wish you could have seen

how much you really meant to me

but you ran off with another girl

just the thought of it make me wanna hurl

but i guess you got your wish

im dead now so diss on this!!!