wet dream

I'am caught in the undertow of life...tossed and turned and just as i think im about to drown i float up to the surface just to gasp for a single breath of air...its a teast...the air..its taunting me its saying dont you wish you had more of me...come on inhale i will fill your lungs with air... oh wait you cant you are drowning...laughing in my face. as my eyes get cloudy i can no longer see any more.....im glad i cant... the salt was burning my eyes...i feel a hand grabbing my sholder and pulls me out. i cough... salt water erupts from my lungs like lava from a valcano. i look at the person who grabed me but no one was there. iam curious but i knew that the person that grabbed me was myself even though i didnt want to live i had to prove to others i can do anything, even if that includes exscaping this wet dream.