Just something.

It sucks, doesn't it? It sucks to be replaced. It sucks to be heartbroken. It sucks to be ignored..etc. I've always asked myself the same questions each time I cry, mourn, hurt, whatever, I ask myself, 'Why me?', 'Why does it hurt so bad..?', and even, 'Can I just end it now?' I've never really had answers or have come to a conclusion as to why my feelings are so weak and get hurt very easily. Most of my years, I've thought, 'Oh I'm the only one that really gets hurt. Everyone is so happy and I'm always so sad. What's wrong with me...' But now growing up, almost 16 years of age, I'm beginning to realize some things. I will go through some heartbreaks, I will sometimes be replaced, I will lose friends, and I will be let down many times. I've been with 1 amazing guy who has managed to break my heart so badly I didn't think I can ever learn to love anyone or myself again. But then I turn to reality and tell myself, 'Dude there's other guys way better than him. You will be treated the way you deserve, it just takes time.' And of course, that gives me a little motivation. Being replaced isn't the best thing anyone will go through. I'd say it's the worst, but there's other things worse than that. Being replaced by a best friend, family member, boyfriend or whom ever you can be replaced by is a terrible feeling no one should ever have to feel. It's like you give someone all of you, yet they decide you're not good enough anymore and find someone new to replace you. It really leaves you feeling like you're nothing. Like everything they've told you that made you so happy, you were on Cloud 9, was all a lie. If you ever think about replacing someone, or fill in the role of another's presence, just think about how you're making that person feel. If you wouldn't want to take that pain then maybe, just maybe, cut them some slack and involve them. You will lose friends and make friends throughout you entire life so you might as well get used to it. At first it will hurt to have someone who was once the person you told everything to, turn into the person you will tell nothing to. But the pain isn't minor so you'll eventually learn that no one is really there for you. What the majority of this society needs to learn is that not everything someone will say to you will be 95.5% correct. People lie. All the time. You need to learn that you will be let down and you will be lied to. Sometimes it will hurt and sometimes you won't care because it will not matter. If you ever feel like you're not enough, think of all your friends you have. Think of all the people who care if you're sad or not. Think of your family whom invites you to little get-together and who ask how you are and how your life is going. If you weren't enough, they wouldn't take time out of their life to ask you little questions that mean a lot to them, and maybe even you. It's a small world once you learn to bond and love yourself. You are someone in this hell of a world. Love yourself or no one will learn to. Make yourself happy if no one will. It's a cruel place we live in, try making someone happy if they're down. It will make them the happiest person on Earth. Trust me, I know.

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I needed this one badly.....Thank you so much for showing a light of hope to my life.....Thank you so very much....Absolute true and very inspiring words.....I would take this story as my motivational place.....God bless you my frnd.....