Letter Of Guilt

Dear …"A"

I don't know what to say , but sometimes  when I am alone in the shadow of life  , I keep messing with the sweet memories I had.. And in every time, your memory appears like a sparkling star among the dark…

 I think maybe you forgot me , sure! busy in your life , your wife , your home…

I know it is late ..but sometimes I wish to see you by chance someday ,A meeting being made by the hands of fate… And to look at your eyes and say I am sorry for every pain I caused you, for every tear fallen for me…

You once gave me your heart , your love, you promised me with a life… But I gave it back to you and told you " I'm not interested "

I was young …Naive … And  "love" wasn't in my calendar that year… but you couldn't understand what I was feeling… I remember when you told me … You are a rock can't you feel !! , you   are   cruel … You are a punishment from god ! cause I used to say it a lot before, without hitting my heart , but when I did fall for you , you simply said No..

But after these years which passed and fell like leaves in autumn , I realized what does love means … I realized how hard to give someone your heart, your love …How precious and invaluable is…This love…

I realized how sad and miserable I made you …How cruel I was .But pardon me I didn't know how is like to be in love.

But I still believe , even if I responded to your call , we would suffer with no hope , I made it short for me and you… Believe me …

And if it is Comforting you , my heart still empty , no one till now was enough for me , or maybe you cursed me , if my heart wasn't yours no one else shall have it…

I wish from the bottom of my lost heart , to see you someday , somewhere And just to say "I'm sorry , Mr A"

Reviews

[SoulCrusader (Yas)]

These things happen, love is a funny old thing...we just hope we find someone who equally loves us....and should feel honoured when someone loves us...
you feel you were cruel, but perhaps saved you from things we don't know about...but shows your caring nature and that you have a soft heart :)

[Hadeel ( Charming Fairy )]

Thank you ^_^

[Deron Alexis]

wayz this is deep anyone reading this should instantly take you back XD lolz really comparisons and metaphors were quite original very new stuff very deep stuff i liked the part where she said her heart was cursed very creative well done

[Hadeel ( Charming Fairy )]

Thank you so much , i don't want him back i just want to say sorry for hurting him .. and i miss you , where were you?

[Deron Alexis]

things were a bit crazy deadlines and such sorry really

[Hadeel ( Charming Fairy )]

No its ok , its good to be alright :)