I'm a Lover

..I'm afraid that you don't love me..

Afraid to loose you
afraid to touch you
afraid to kiss you
afraid to love you

i want to love you
but I'm afraid
that maybe you don't feel the same too
that maybe you will just laugh at me

I'm tired of pretending
But I'm afraid of loosing our friendship
I'm tired of smiling
when deep inside I'm dying

I wanted to please you to love me
but you love him
and that him is not me
my situation now is more complicated as it seem

Author's Note

..I thought it's the best way to describe what I'm feeling..hope you like it

Reviews

[JENY]

You describe a special phase in love life….
Which… every person who is in love… is a victim of ..
But this feeling is a bittersweet feeling…
That will give forth to more and more…love poems….
Liked the poem so much…

[JENY]

You describe a special phase in love life….
Which… every person who is in love… is a victim of ..
But this feeling is a bittersweet feeling…
That will give forth to more and more…love poems….
Liked the poem so much…

[Cynthia]

I think I understand what u mean...
It is complicates, it's real, everyone's hard is complicated, and this poem is too

[NoneOfYourBusiness akaK..]

well described facets of the emotion~

[Coyote Poetry]

Hard being on the outside and being close at the same time. A very strong poem. Sometime a good friend is needed. Better to be a friend then a stranger. The poem told a very good story with a good ending. A excellent poem.
Coyote

[Wondering Mind]

it's complicated