It was this one time when you have go all over the papers again. Recompute all values that has to be recomputed. Research everything that is needed for the meeting tomorrow of your employer. Order the same coffee every morning in the same counter and same coffee shop to start your day. Ride the undying cab on the busy street just to make it on time for your work. We always do this kind of things. Rush everything that is needed for tomorrow morning and cram every single piece of project on our hands.
We used to blame others for the s**t on our lives. Tell them to f**k off and stop bothering you. We are never used on looking on the other side of the looking glass. We never realize that it is our life and we are responsible for it. We should stop blaming others for our fault. We should stop defending ourselves on the things we know we've done. In the end, life is short and everything we did is our thing. We should look at it with no regrets, for who we are right now is the product of emotions building us to make us more alive and more like human.