Liar

I'm not sure the genre here, but it's a true story and furiously typed out. I'm sure there are mistakes and ways to make it better, but I'm going to post it anyway because it's how I feel.

You come to me with bleeding eyes

You say it's from all those worthless stupid tears

Somehow you say I made you cry

I know that you're lonely, but don't lie to me

You're so lost and troubled

There's new scars on your wrist I see

But why do they look like Sharpee?

Are you so desperate that you lied about death?

Desperate for answers, submission, and love

I gave you love

I gave you all the love I had

And now I'm the one who's got it bad

But you still want attention

And you turn my friends from me

You feed rumors into their hearts

And then you try to be my friend

All because I wouldn't compromise

Is this all because I wouldn't bend?

I bring you back and you cut me again

Deeper every single time

Why can't you see it's different now?

I've run out of cheeks to turn

I'm out of time to waste with tears

I'm through giving you my heart to burn

I miss laying together laughing until we cried

But I just can't do this again

You've twisted my life a million times

So here is where my new life begins.

Stop trying to give me hugs and tell me hello

I know you hate me

And I don't like your lies

I've heard the things you say about me,

And now they just make me laugh

No one is listening, no one likes your falsehood

I loved you as much as I could

Now can you please move on?

You've wasted me enough

I've kept going, and so can you.

For your sake, just give it up.

You'll never hear me mutter unkindness,

That's just not who I am

But know that I can't stand who you are

I bid adieu, my dear Madame. 

Reviews

[She Whispered]

This is a poem I can relate to, so well... I just got out of the same perplexing situation. I loved how raw it was, and glad that it was uncensored and sourced through anger and mistrust.

A very nice write.