The Silent Longing Of Unspoken Words and Voiceless Thoughts

Poetry written by me.

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[IndigoBlu]

Hush, little darling
Hush, little darling, don’t say a word
Your sister’s gonna make sure to keep you unhurt
And when the flames of fire above your head
Your sister’s gonna do what your mother said.

So when sleeps turns you so firm and cold
Your sister’s gonna save your life with her soul.

And if the devil tries to take control
Your sister’s gonna break his hold.

And when your soul is taken from you
Your sister’s gonna make sure you are fixed too.

Hush, little darling, don’t you say a word
Your sister’s always there with you by your side
So when Death came calling and said to end all things
Your sister went out of her own way to get you wings.

[IndigoBlu]

Shhh, baby sister
Shhh, baby sister

Don’t you scream

I wanna I be there for you

Really I do

So that I could sing you a lullaby

I can see your face

I can feel the bruises and scares

That's somehow strange, baby sister

Because mine were like that too

I hear you scream

When the monster was there

Shhh, baby sister

I see you're scared

I can see the way

It’s abusing you

I'm so terribly sorry, baby sister

It did that to me too

I know that those ‘people’

Ignore what's the sounds that they hear at home

That makes me furious, baby sister

You shouldn't be alone

Shhh, baby sister

Look at me

You know why I'm not there?

It's a bad tale to be told, baby sister

But shouldn’t people care?

Do you see, baby sister?

One day it came back

You were pasted out in your bed

You didn't see me cry

It screamed at me

And it threw my body uselessly against the door

It was while you slept, baby sister

I laid crying

On the floor dying

You know, baby sister?

I don't think that I should have died

So that I could be here for you

But if only someone had bothered

To listen to pleads

But shhh, baby sister

It’s coming

Run, get under your bed

Don't want it to find you

I'm so sorry, baby sister

It’s not in a good mood

Sprint while you can

Oh no, baby sister

It’s grabbing it’s bat

Run while you can, baby sister

Run and call for help

Shhh, baby sister

You don't have to scream

No one can every hurt you again

Because you're with me tonight.

[IndigoBlu]

Story
Your story isn’t always about how it starts or how or when it ends. But what the journey is. Are you faithful enough to ride the roost coaster till the end of the line? A story is what I like to describe as a tree. It starts out small, a seed, and slowly works its way up, a stick. Into a small thing, a stick with branches. Then starts to blossom into something beautiful. Or maybe your story slowly works its way down into nothing, a stump.

[IndigoBlu]

Everything
I notice everything and when I say everything, I mean every little detail about something. I notice the way someone starts talking to me differently. I notice what people do, or what they don’t do anymore. I notice when things change, whether it’s in a room, a hall, or a person. I notice when something is no longer the same anymore. I notice everything.

[IndigoBlu]

Uh
Uh I'm tired. If I don't talk people think something's wrong and won't stop talking anyway. I'm trying to think, stop. If I try to leave a room or don't go with you, they think I'm weird and ask me, what's wrong? Why does something have to be wrong if I just want to be alone. If I stand in the corner, observing people and things people ask, what's on your mind? Why do ask the same question, worry about yourself. Can't I just be left alone? I swear I can't do anything without someone breathing down my neck, literally. So what I'm an introvert. I don't like crowds. I like to be alone. I don't talk much. I hate loud noises. So what, I'm different for you, doesn't mean there's something wrong with me. Now does it. Just... Just back off. I hate showing to much skin, I like to wear jackets and pants. So what? I'll be mean and you'll be you. I was told by my dad that when I was little and told what to do I would shut down and not do it. I'm still that way, just I've kinda grown out of it. But it's still there. If I don't want to do something, I simply won't do it. It's as simple as counting

[IndigoBlu]

A way of colors
The night is gone, the day has only just begun. The sun shines, like when a firefly glides. The sky is a blue, like the ocean. The clouds are white, can't you see it's bright light? The sky becomes darker. The day is gone, the dawn has begun. The bright colors blow up in the sky. Like a ray of pink, orange, yellow, and red. Can you see it, it's beautiful. Now the dawn is gone, the night has now begun. The moon has risen to let the sun rest. The stars are a glistening a spit of heat, like a blazing wave. The night is dark as black, to make it a match. Let the lights shine in all different colors, just like you. A way of colors. A crayon box or a rainbow. Look at everyone around you, do they shine differently? What colors do they shine? What do you shine?

[IndigoBlu]

God
God gave his life for us, so we will give our life for him.
We may not be where we want to be in life, but thank god we’re not where we once where.
"Because you shouldn’t always worry about other people's opinions anymore. God never told you that you had to impress others; but to only just love them."
Trusting god in light is absolutely and positively nothing, but trusting him in the dark, now that is called faith.
"Pray, then let it go. Don't try to force the outcome or manipulate it in anyway. Just trust that god will open the doors at the right time-Amen"

[IndigoBlu]

I don't care
I'm litterally at that point in life, where I don't care about losing friendships or relationships. I don't even speak to about half of my family, & to be honest it doesn't bother me one bit. People come & go over time, so why waste my breath to something that will never last. It is what it is. I'm not here to chase anyone or beg them for their friendship & loyalty. If you feel me & come with me, that's wassup I guess. But, if not then why are you still standing here, keep it movin people. Time isn't slowing down for you.

[IndigoBlu]

Avoid people who?:
1. Mess with your head
2. Intentionally and repeatedly do and say things that they know with upset you
3. Expect you to prioritize them but refuse to prioritize you
4. Can't and won't apologize sincerely
5. Act like a victim when confronted with their abusive behavior
6. Don’t accept your privacy

[IndigoBlu]

Living in the darkness
A shaking hand with a match,
Grabbing for a candle in the pitch.
A monster of a man rumbles like thunder down the stairs,
All my life, the monster has been controlling my fear,
He lives in the cracks of the shadows of my memory.

There is no candle in the pitch.
He does not waste his breath on the fight,
I sneer, there is only one match,
But only one man lives for the fright.

I took the match for myself,
To search this room thinking, hoping that I am alone.
This place is where I have always stayed,
To escape his nightmares, on how I would give anything.

He clatters through the walls, stalks through the shadows,
Knives against knives, I shake then gasp.
He whispers and snickers in the bask,
I know he is just waiting for the moment to strike.

My heart stops, jumping then dropping to my stomach,
I feel this bitter taste in my mouth, wanting to rile of.
I whimper and sink into the room's wall,
I'm worried that he will hear me.

My heart is thundering and hammering against my chest,
As loud as an earthquake, making it really difficult to breath.
I am sure he can hear it very loud and clear as death,
Even if it's only the slightest bit.

The match is the only thing keeping me going,
Giving me hope that it will last long enough to get me out of here,
Breathing and alive.

His foot steps coming closer the the door,
I fall farther into the wall, praying that the darkness will swallow me whole,
Leaving no piece of me left behind.
A revolting smell that clouds my nose all around from the ceiling to the floor,
Because he's staring at me, with his dark eyes.

Someone is screaming in the distance,
when I come to reality they are my screams,
But my match didn't burn out in time, he’s here.