I Loved Him

I Loved Him

A Story by Gravity
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An excerpt taken from a journal entry about a boy I once loved very much.

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He changed me. He took everything hiding in the shadows of my consciousness and he brought it to the light. He shook me harder than I knew I could be shaken. He cracked my very being open so deeply that I had no choice but to let the light in.

And today I realized that I really did love him. Despite the fact that I wish I didn't, I did. I did love him because I want him to be happy. I wish every good, real, peaceful, joyous thing to happen to him. I wish him lots of snuggles, and kisses, and words of appreciation. I wish him laughter, and a beautiful wedding, and tiny footprints in the morning yelling "daddy, daddy!" I want these things for him even if they don't involve me. And this is how I know I truly, truly, loved him.

© 2014 Gravity


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Added on November 29, 2014
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Hi everyone. I am a 25 year old girl who loves too deeply, thinks too much, and is constantly daydreaming. I wouldn't have it any other way. more..

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