Okay

Another one thats a little different.

Ah. Okay.

                I can handle this.             

       This panic attack that

brings me to my knees with tears streaming

                                and my chest feeling like it is

                going into shatter in a million pieces

if I don’t keep my arms locked around it...

                fuckfuckfuck

I can handle this.            

I am not locked in a bath room

stall, shaking uncontrollably

                teeth chattering and lungs aching

my mouth opened silently scream.

                                Nope, I am so much stronger than this.