*none*

 

It was ridiculous to think

That life would have followed my plan.

So far this journey has transformed

Into a true comedy of errors.

 

Childhood was a joke and filled not with

Joy and laughter, but pain and suffering.

Moving out of home into a college dorm

Opened my eyes to how big the world was.

 

Life in college was busy but fulfilling.

Serving the country, even part time,

Allowed me to travel and meet some great

People along the awesome expedition.

 

Thinking I’d wait for marriage

While I got to know the man was a good plan,

Until the matrimony ended because of his addictions,

Something that never sat well with me.

 

Now I sit, financially devastated from divorce

As well as an accident never fully recovered from.

To build your way up in the world

Only to be shot down is truly traumatic.

 

To have it all or what I considered all,

Back to having nothing is not where I want to be.

This turn of events has just left me

With bundles of questions and, yet, not one answer.

 

Rebuilding has come way too slowly.

Friends have come and gone, leaving me

Wondering what I’ve done to deserve being

Left to forge a new path alone.

 

On me I will focus, try to leave behind

The pain, hurt, and anguishes as I look

Forward into the future as well as stop

Worrying about others that have burdened my quest.

Reviews

[thecoolone52]

yeah, you gotta think postive and move forward.... nice work its a downer but at least you know have a idea what you have to do to come back!!!