I Am

I Am slip sliding away, I can

feel it in my shaking, f*****g bones,

the stench of something sick

permeating outwards in waves,

with nausea of head

and a fat f**k gut of wine,

churning and turning

turning s**t to black water

and stomach lining to s**t,

the fracturing corneas,

black spot tracers,

the acid and the damage done,

and the D.M.T. 

what a f*****g trip,

a month of boom, boom, boom,

and ejaculated myself in two,

and snapped/ reborn

and burned and returned to norm,

how the f**k do follow that, then

and have been and have seen

and am ripped and tripped and

fucked beyond the every day,

every day, every f*****g day 

and understanding was gone

and stood, miss understood

in high heels, stockings and frown

the subtle shift, the blurring of edges

the erratic beat of heart, the...

… and time, the w***e is running

f*****g fast, and Death the c**t,

is laughing f*****g hard,

and c**k the prick was flaccid and asleep

and ghosts and memories flood

the scene and dead lovers and mothers

whisper soon, soon

and life has taken on a dull grey sheen

and the rain, and the rain 

Reviews

[Shazbatt969]

Very powerful, I can feel the destruction and rage, boiling, overflowing, turning bones to churning burning shame, and still you stand strong, I Am and so am I.