Satisfaction

The first cut
Is always the best
But not better than the second,
Third, Fourth, Fifth, Sixth

A moment of pleasure
Of pain
Of red
The rush of endorphins to the head

Control, when theres nothing else
Beautiful thoughts " I did this,
Only me. Only i can hurt Myself."
"I rule this world of I"

The seductive secret kept
A treasure held close heart
Victory felt when no one else
Discovers the darkest part.