first love

Your silhouette appears  

in every faces on the street

in every lights in the darkness

It is you that I see

in everything

Yes, 

it is frustrating, infuriating

Yes,

relieving

It is never not being together that terrifies me.

forgetting is

to forget your face

your eyes, your lips, your ugly nose. 

your hands, your arms, your voice, your snore.

I loved you. I love you. I will always love you.

Our parting means nothing to my longing

Absence is in sight not mind

What we have is pure

beyond senses

beyond logical flow

and is

stronger than any physical bond

What we have is the past

ever so alive, breathing in every cells

living in each pore of our memories.

hiding forever in my head. your head

immortal.

I loved you. I love you. I will always love you

END